May 2011
1 post
Seek The Truth
How can anyone know for sure whether they are here or there, alive for a reason, awake, or dreaming? How can anyone know anything and be sure of anything? How can one certainly know the truth about why we are born, or why we exist, who or what has created us, and for what reason? But, our narrow senses, and our contrived imaginings catapult us headlong into illusion and ignorance. What is this...
May 14th
June 2010
1 post
Sacred Joy
Be humble of heart, child and take to your remembrance, God, every moment. Behold the sacred joy of life. Every moment do you receive of His blessing, every moment do you receive a divine gift. Behold the sacred joy of God. Keep no bitterness to your self. Behold, every moment of your life, divine joy, divine love, a miracle, a blessing, every moment sacred. Even as the Angels in heaven...
Jun 3rd
May 2010
11 posts
Love
Love is that which Faith proclaims. Love is that which God Is. Love is that which Truth reveals. Love is that which the Heart sees. Love is that which the Mind believes. Love is that which the Soul redeems in ungodly hour, dark, dark night. Love is that which alone is real, Pure, Pure, Pure. 
May 26th
See you not God?
O, foolish men, See you not that God Is? See you not what spell is cast upon you, by those whose works are evil, that you deem it well to sin, and have no mind in God, nor of His Eternal Presence? But, that evil which appears like good conceals the truth. Your eyes are blinded by them that are evil, and you are made to believe that there is no God, and that God is questionable. Therefore, are...
May 21st
A Passage from the Book of Enoch →
http://www.sacred-texts.com/bib/boe/boe051.htm
May 21st
Satisfied
I tell you, I went with sorrow and darkness, and found myself in a nature place, away from the noise of the world. And, praying to God, and Christ, and The Holy Mother, that I might have His Light enlighten me, I was given that Light, and I was filled with peace. I was given that vision of Christ, as though I were with Him in His hour, from the days of old upon the earth. I could see how He was,...
May 20th
By What Power?
I swear only by Him, That by Christ Jesus, By the Holy Mother, By the Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, By God, Am I saved from my self. Only by these Holy Ones am I shown the way, reproved of my erroneous ways, and given the true light of direction. I pray, Lord God, Lord Christ, Holy Mother, Be nigh unto me always. I give thanks. I give great thanks. For, once my soul was in darkness, But...
May 20th
Harmony
How gentle is He, How kind, How loving; He who dwells within our hearts. But, as we seek Him, does He return to us, and the memory of Him returns to our hearts. So subtle, so gentle a spirit, The Light that is the Giver of All. We are truly in union with Him, all of our days, If we would but know Him and allow him into our hearts. We allow Him first into our hearts, and as we are aware of our...
May 20th
Holy One
Even all the creation, Even all the angels, Even all the demigods who make the worlds, And the beings who garden the worlds, And the ignorant ones who live in the worlds, All, all, all, exist not, but in The Holy One.
May 8th
Lord, Look Upon Me
Lord, Why am I forced to turn from you? If I am made to live among them, I become like them. Did I choose this? Lord, I see the terrible suffering which must come to all. It is not far off now. It is not right that man should not know you. It is not right that man forget you. Shall I shed this self now, and be as your lowly prophet? Shall I cast off this ignorant fear of self and...
May 8th
Lord, Why?
Lord, the earth suffers. Your children suffer, for so long now. Why, Lord, why? It is not right that man has turned away from you. Is this why? Man has turned away from you. He has turned away from love. Are you not all love? Lord?
May 8th
Gaze Upon Me
Turn your gaze back to me. Behold the clouds above, oh, mystic child. Do not look away. They are liars who do not see me. If you look to me, I will look to you; I will gaze upon you, and you shall quake with fear, For it is I. Do not turn away.  Do not look again to the great deceiver. I am. I am the only one. I will shine upon you. You shall never want again.
May 8th
The Path
A feeling of holiness comes over me. The creation. God. Innocence. Pure love.
May 8th
April 2010
2 posts
Prayer, fasting, penance
I began to fast today. From the morning until the late evening, I drank only water. Hunger beset me from early on and I was surprised at how quickly the hunger came. I became very tired at around noon. My thinking and focus became very blurred. I became so tired in fact, that I needed to lay down. I slept for a number of hours. I did not begin the fast correctly. I did not begin with prayer, nor...
Apr 16th
The Path of Purity
All is perfect in God, in The Creator, in The One. The Lord, The Creator, The Great Spirit, is all One. He is All. He is in All. All is in Him. In Him is perfection. In Him is is all righteousness, goodness, compassion, grace, love, purity. In Him is Light. In Him is the perfection of the Beginning, before all things, before all that is, is the the perfection of the One. Nothing need be changed,...
Apr 9th
March 2010
1 post
Godless
You have turned your back on the creator. You lust for money. You kill. You have forsaken the spirit. You have lost the magic of your being, and have turned many toward darkness, so that they become like you. You shall die a horrible death. The Great Mother shall purify herself once again. You, godless one, you shall be wiped from the earth. Even I am to blame. But, my heart has always known the...
Mar 26th
February 2010
5 posts
A Lesson
“In time, space, and patience posses ye’ your soul”. I have realized where I am. I am at a place in life, I am at a stage in life, where all things concerning God, consciousness, the eternal mysteries, take hold of my thoughts, take hold of my will…and I find myself seeking, ever seeking. This does not make me a “special person”. I am merely at a stage of life,...
Feb 22nd
Feb 21st
Lights in the Sky
Here, I will keep a record of the times that I have seen lights in the night sky. These are not planes, not ordinary, nor are they stars, or otherwise from nature. What I have seen with my own eyes, and in the company of others is strange. Lights, that appear in the sky, and then vanish. Lights that have appeared to both me and my wife on more than one occasion. They look like stars, but are very...
Feb 21st
Signs
Call them beings from other worlds, call them beings of light, no matter, but we have seen them with our own eyes in the sky. I saw with my own eyes, and with others looking on, the sky open up, as though a doorway were opening, a blazing portal of light that lasted for two minutes or more. It was more like a shaft of light, a burning light that appeared in the sky. And after it had burned for...
Feb 21st
Vision of Man
I see there, an insight. That the men of dark desires revel in the things of the flesh, and are made sick with the darkness of desire, forsaking the light of God. Men of power, desiring only the things of the flesh, forsaking God, forsaking light, are made putrid with lust. They become like demons, devils, sick and twisted. Ever restless, they writhe in agony, tortured by their own appetites for...
Feb 21st
January 2010
5 posts
Gnostic, Heretic
I am the Gnostic, seeking the knowledge of the heart, the experience of the divine within. I am the heretic, hating the world, opposed to the illusion of a meaningless society.
Jan 29th
No Religion
There is no religion. There is but one Spirit. The only hope of any man or woman is in the Spirit. One must be free of all religion. The true purpose for any man or woman is to reach the splendor of perfect unity. Pure truth.
Jan 24th
Poem of the Spirit
The door is closed and I need to open it. I am the mad man of God. I am the Spirit worshipper who shall publicly debase himself, in utter worship and abandon.
Jan 24th
Speak the Truth
…they will perceive you as a mad man, says my spirit to me. They will avoid you and deride you. Speak the truth. Speak the truth, and they shall call you evil. They will dismiss you as a lunatic. You will be disdained. They know not, but that darkness is now their god. Many have fallen. Many strive to overcome. Fewer yet have seen the way. I feel the spirit come into my heart like a...
Jan 23rd
Already Dead
What is it like to look into someone’s face and know that they will suffer a horrible and anguishing death? What can The Divine say to the evil one, that he may understand? What can the father say to the child, that the child might understand? I tell you, I look into the faces of my brothers and sisters, knowing full well that their deaths are immanent. What words can I speak? What could I...
Jan 23rd